first journal- somthing about the resposibility

This is my first journal and I am so regret that I am doing it until now which is the due day of it because I have to find out what should I write, how to organize this journal and what's more, I have a lot of other homework that is due today especially my first paper--- the revising of my diagnostic paper which is grader and a really tough work to do.
Suddenly, I realize that it is really stupid that doing my homework until due day. Looking backing on the days before today, for the whole week, Joy kept reminding us that we have a journal due today by both emailing and orally. I always told myself that it‘s Tuesday, there are five more days; it’s Thursday, there are three more days and of course I played outside for basketball and pool in Friday and Saturday. Bang！Here comes Sunday which is the due day of a lot homework of mine including ESL and Econ. I am thinking what the hell I have done in the past few days. What’s more unfortunate is that I have to go to Walmart and Market Place today which means that more than half of the days will go and I begin my homework until 4 in the afternoon which is really sad. I am so regretful and I realized that I need to make a time sheet and catch time all the time.
Here’s the idea: do not postpone, do it now!
Looking deeper into this problem, I think the essence of this problem is the sense of responsibility of a man. I still remember that my mother told me that being a man, you should always have the sense of responsibility in everything and a man without any responsibility will be treated with contempt.
I can say that we all have seen people without any sense of responsibility. Do we want be friends with them; do we want work with them. The answer is definitely no and we even do not want to be with them only for a second because we all know that they can’t be trusted.
I know that what will be if I become a guy like this and I don’t think that I want to be the guy without the sense of responsibility.
Wish me have a good night and finish all the homework as soon as possible and I truly want to share the idea with everyone that “do not postpone, do it now!”

BRIEF INTRODUCTION OF MYSELF

hi everyone, I am xin zhang from Jiangsu province, China. It's really very to meet you guys in my writing class. My major is mathematics in LAS right now and I am considering change to my major into business in my sophomore year, probably choose accounting since UIUC is very famous for it accounting around the US, even the whole world and the most important is that I show a great interest in business area.

I, for now, live in OGLESBY, FAR, which is in college ct. We have a routine in FAR on friday nights that a lot of Chinese gather in the lobby of FAR with each one bringing his laptop. We play computer games together until 2~3am next day. DOTA are the most popular game among us. However, I am not a DOTA guy, instead, I am a CS guy. So if you also like CS. Talk to me. I really feel lonely since few people play CS now.

Besides computer games, I play pool and like swimming a lot. Due to the reason that I caught a cold these days, I didn't go swimming. But, I am sure that I will go back swimming after I recover. Pool is my favorite game and I am good at it. Oh! Basketball! which guy doesn't like basketball?!

So if you have the same interest, talk to me. I will be really if we become friends!

Thank you!